Overnight a huge amount of hair has fallen out and is all over the bedding, even though it's only a half inch or so long it's still made really awful mess.
And I look absolutely dreadful, half a head covering of hair and a massive bald patch. How on earth did I ever think this wouldn't upset me?
I can't bear to look in the mirror and have had to cover my head with one of the stupid scarf-hats which just screams CANCER PATIENT. Ian has taken Mum shopping because I don't want to go out - I just want to hide away and cry 😭😭😭😭😭
We're going to borrow some hair clippers later today and shave it even closer - hope it might look a little better if it's all the same length.
It's probably just as well I have the second FEC infusion today - I HAVE to go out and of course at the unit I will look relatively normal!
Update: Clippers borrowed and shaved - Ian looks so pleased with himself 👏
Update: Clippers borrowed and shaved - Ian looks so pleased with himself 👏